i wanted to ask you what it meant to you
when the lake broke down the dam
because no one watched it
and hundreds drowned that night
i wanted to hear you say something
i already knew
you cast your eyes far away next to me
trying to catch the rising sun in your hands
but i stare at you and i feel destroyed
i wish you stared at me, but i understand
i want to be here
right here
forever. if that could be my end
but i know you cant feed
sick dogs
horse medicine
i want to fill the hole in your chest
but i cant
it will never be spelled in the stars.
in your eyes.
its not my destiny.
im not your destiny