05_25_24



ink fantasy close around
i dont remember when i got it
but i must have stolen it
how selfish towards you
because a dream like this is impossible
asks impossible
deep copper

well i let it fester
and it irritated my flesh as i gripped
the foreign body
i tried to let go but it embedded itself
maybe i couldve performed surgery
and saved myself all this
but i needed you

i told you this
it was impossible
you didnt share in that
illegal to try and make you

it exploded in my chest sometime
between that night and the next morning
oxidized copper transformed black
created the ink fantasy
to mark the criminal

it leaks and leaks still
to mark the criminal
and tortures me on your behalf

i lock myself inside my room
and think of you and
think of stealing again
it explodes again
the ink drowns me again